What Happened to Jonathan?
by Jelaila Starr
March 12, 2011
People often ask me, “What happened to Jonathan?”
This is usually in response to reading, The Mission Remembered or listening to one of our many CDs. I
find the answer hard because up to now it is so painful.
Jonathan and I were life partners. We found each other or rather were led to
each in 1997 near the beginning of this mission. Once I realized who he was--I was a little slow--we moved quickly to become a couple.
The next decade would see us complete the work we came here to do. In
October 2004, at the end, we expected many wonderful things to occur including Jonathan’s next step...an new venture that will inspire him and
make his heart sing. We both so wanted that for him because handling the administrative part of this work, though important, was just not using all of
As we waited for that next step, we completed 2 more years of what we
understood were final clean up work including the 2005 Templates.
As I wrote in Mission Remembered, the fall of 2006 found us feeling lost and
abandoned…Jonathan struggled with depression so profound that he could not get out of it. He desperately wanted to get something new going, after he
is a veteran entrepreneur and one who thrives on a new challenge. We continued along, waiting for our next step. No one could have prepared us for
what happened next.
By the end of June, 2007 we knew we were at a breaking point. Jonathan
could not seem to move forward and now, neither could I. We were simply stuck…stalemated. We realized that the only way out of our stuckness was to
separate. We agreed that the one who left would be free of the Nibiruan Council work, and the one stayed would continue. I was okay with either one.
After much soul searching and many talks, Jonathan decided to move on.
Instead of going back to California, his home, Jonathan chose to move to Iowa
to be close to our good friends, Nancy Joy and Mark Hefron along with the many other friends we had there. The flow was amazing! Our spirits lifted,
we glided through the transition. The money manifested, a perfect little home manifested, and even the movers were extraordinarily helpful. It was
as if the universe had decided to spirit Jonathan away to Iowa and lovingly settle him there.
During the next two years Jonathan and I struggled with our relationship. We
knew we loved each other, but we also knew that during the 10 years of our mission, living and working together 24/7, we had become entangled in
codependent behaviors. The question now was Should we stay married or get a divorce?
After struggling to free ourselves from the codependency, even not talking for
several months, Jonathan decided that the only way he could break free and find his next step was to divorce. So, we did. It was amicable but, of course,
the pain of letting go was great.
Within a year of the divorce, Jonathan’s health suddenly began a rapid decline
. He began having tremors in his left hand. After months of testing the doctors could not find a cause. In time the tremors increased to the point that
Jonathan could no longer live on his own. In June of 2009 he decided to return to California and live with his son Dion. Dion, the second of three sons, had
always had a challenging relationship with his dad so this would be an opportunity for them to heal. We knew it was the right decision because,
once again, the universe seemed to magically bring all the pieces together to spirit Jonathan away, this time to Los Angeles, and lovingly settle him there.
The next year saw Jonathan’s health rapidly decline with the tremors
becoming more severe and affecting both the right and left sides of his body. By late 2010 he was no longer be able to take walks on the beach, fix his
favorite foods, or wash his thick wavy hair. Phone calls became shorter and infrequent as Jonathan no longer had the energy, or the concentration for
them. One of Jonathan’s greatest abilities is being able to be there for you as
you go into the deepest darkest places of yourself. He could take you and just be with you while you moved through the pain. He never hurried you and got
uncomfortable himself. I think this was how he was able to help all the addicts in rehab who could not seem to get sober or clean. He gave them a
way to get to and resolve the pain at the root of their addiction. Yes, gone were the days of those deep conversations and oh how we missed them. It
seems such a crime that such a gift, so needed now, is gone taken by a mystery illness.
The 9D Connection
In Mission Remembered I wrote about the timeline of Avyon One, the first
human homeworld that was destroyed as a result of war between the reptilian House of Aln and the human House of Avyon. Jonathan was head of
the house of Aln and I, along with my brother, Devin were current heads of the House of Avyon. As blood relatives--we shared the same mother--we had
a bond but the bond of the heart, forged as we grew up together, was stronger. As teenagers we had vowed that we would not allow war in our lifetimes.
When our families went to war due to circumstances beyond our control, we
still kept that vow. Jonathan, sacrificing his families’ loyalty, sided with Devin
and I. This choice meant that his son and heir, (Dion in that timeline) felt abandoned. Encouraged by his mother, Jonathan’s half-sister, his son was
caught up in a plot to eliminate the only heir to the House of Avyon. By eliminating the heir, the House of Aln would take over, the next rule would
be Jonathan’s son. Jonathan’s son in that timeline is Dion now. Hence, and
Jonathan’s seemingly never ending conflict with his son, and the instant dislike between Dion and I in this lifetime.
The war that ensued was horrific and in the end the planet was destroyed. I
recall a scene near the end. Jonathan was standing in a doorway. The House of Avyon had fallen and Devin and I were escaping to one of the last
remaining ships. Jonathan was with us, showing us the way through a dark, long abandoned tunnel in the mountains…one he had explored as a kid. We
emerged from the tunnel and were about to make a run for it across an open expanse to a shuttle waiting nearby. Suddenly Jonathan tells us he is not
coming with us. We pleaded for him to reconsider, but he remained steadfast
in his decision. “I must go back for my son.” Stripped of his rulership, wealth
and the love is his people, he has paid a high price for loyalty to us. Silently he turned and headed back into the tunnel…
Devin and I proceeded to the shuttle and on to the ship. The last scene that I
saw was standing on the ship’s bridge watching the planet breaking apart. I turn and bury my head in Devin’s shoulder…I cannot breathe due the
agonizing pain of seeing our world destroyed and not knowing whether Jonathan had lived or died.
Back to now….
Jonathan has often said that he felt the reason he was sick was because it was
the only way he would have lived with his son, and been vulnerable enough to be able to heal the pain of the past. At times he would be at peace with
that, but at others, it was so hard to bear.
With no real diagnoses ( the doctors finally said it was like Parkinson but not
Parkinson) and therefore, no hope for a cure, with the tremors stripping him of his independence and in some ways, his dignity, Jonathan decided it was
time to prepare for his death. He made funeral and financial arrangements so his sons would not be burdened. Now we simply waited for him to die, our
phone calls meant to keep his spirits up for the last months of his life.
With little ability to move about, he spent many hours of each day just sitting.
Literally becoming imprisoned in a body that no longer functions…well…
At some point, I don’t recall exactly when this began, Jonathan began to
create an alternate reality. In this reality he was healthy and active, we were back together, and he was working on turning the Mission Remembered into a
movie. In this reality Jonathan was busy working with directors, camera crews and tweaking the script. He was happy and vibrant is this reality. I think it is
interesting that he spent many years making lots of money while in an alternate reality (Jonathan is a recovered alcoholic, cocaine addict and
eventually AA counselor) and now he was using this same ability, sans the drugs, to create a pseudo world that made his current reality more bearable.
They say that if you spend enough time energizing your desires, they will manifest. That appears to have occurred. Read on...
Nancy Joy and Mark had taken a trip back to the Yucatan to celebrate their
anniversary. Jonathan and I had been there with them when they got married. On her trip, Nancy Joy discovered, through a long time and trusted friend, a
clinic that has very high success rate in reversing many health issues using stem cells. Her friend had had a tremendous health reversal (macular
degeneration) and now was volunteering there. Her friend, who knew us both, agreed to see if the doctors would take Jonathan on as a patient. The
clinic worked mainly for Mexican citizens but did accept patients from other countries. Long story short, Jonathan got accepted.
When I heard about the clinic, Nancy Joy had called me from the airport on her
way back, I immediately knew that it was the answer. Jonathan could be cured! Suddenly all the questions about why he had been stricken with this
mystery illness and left to die were answered. The illness manifested to get him to California so that he could heal the ancient wound with Dion….along
with healing needed with his other two sons. Once he had done this...he and Dion were getting along much better…to a certain point, he would step into
the next piece of his life plan.
In this piece he would begin creating another reality. (Jonathan was told by
Council that he was here to learn how to create his kingdom within instead of outside himself.) In doing so he would create a template for reptilian coded
people to find happiness since happiness is not about material things. Having given up his dance with suicide, (read Suicide is Not an Option) he began
creating an alternate reality in which to spend most of his time. So, here he was spending his days pouring all his passion into creating this magnificent
alternate world. As the Law of Attraction states, when you energize it enough it will manifest. I believe that Nancy Joy learning about this clinic was the
beginning of Jonathan manifesting the world he so passionately created. At the same time, because he turned 65 and was finally eligible for Medicaid, he
was able to obtain a drug that appears to be lessoning the tremors. At the same time, he is receiving long distance healing and taking a supplement
called Olivamine, all of which are helping him regain control of his body. It seems these things all came along at nearly the same time to help him get
well enough to travel.
Imagine….in 6 to 8 weeks, Jonathan could go from nearly being wheelchair
bound to walking out of that clinic and getting on with a new phase of his life. So where is Jonathan now? Jonathan is in Los Angeles getting healthier in
preparation for a May 1st appointment at the clinic. Jonathan’s lifeline to a
new life will cost $15,000—we feel it is a very small price to pay. We are working to raise the money for his treatment and already have $4000. I
thought it would be a good idea to share this journey with all those who have read about, listened to, or in some way benefited from Jonathan’s gift. If you
feel guided to assist I know he would be most grateful. Any amount is most appreciated. We have set up a PayPal account in his name so any donation
will go directly to him. We will keep up updated on our progress.
The universe works in mysterious ways but one thing is for sure, it always
works to our highest good. I can’t tell you how excited I am to get my best friend back.
Update - June 20, 2011
Thanks to all who donated we are $7700 closer to our goal. Jonathan has gone to the hospital in LA to get his blood pressure stabilized and is
doing okay. We hope to make the trip in September or October.
Update -August 4, 2014
Amazing how time flies..I was cruising through the site’s pages looking for all the places that I will have to update the email address (preparing
to change internet providers) when I discovered this page has not been update in 4 years! Geez! So, what’s up with Jonathan?
Jonathan is still in California. He is doing much better and is still waiting
for a cure. We didn’t raise all the money needed for the treatment he was pursuing, so the fund were used for other alternative medications.
Yet the most powerful medicine that Jonathan discovered was in his own mind. In other words, focusing on living in a reality where he was
already cured actually did more than anything else. It got him from living in 1 room apartment with his son to living in just outside of Palm
Springs in a home where he had his own room and bathroom. He was also able to get Lucy back as well. I took Lucy (our Beagle) back in
2009 when Jonathan could no longer care for her. That was a grand day when she came out of that crate and into his arms at the LAX
airport. Those two really belong together.
But the journey out of that 1 room apartment did not end in Palm
Springs. More lessons brought that living arrangment to an end and Jonathan found himself back in LA. His new sitation was not ideal and
he longed for a way out. Refocusing his mind on living in the reality that he wanted to see again paid off. Jonathan now has his own apartment.
..near the beach...for him and Lucy.