Comments on Facing the Fear of Being in Debt
I was sent an email from a dear friend of mine with your information on it. I read the article you wrote about "The Fear of Being in Debt". Thank
you for your words. I have been in the very same place for the last year. I not only tie my self worth up in finances, but my very existence
depends on that credit report to. I have spiraled down into the drain and am holding on by my fingers.
Reading your article just now, I've come to a place of acceptance. I don't have the money to pay my mortgage this month due to being laid
off in July, my finances have dwindled to "0". Every time I have put the extra funds away, something comes into my life that I have to use them
for. Not finding a job in 6 months has taken it's toll on my self esteem and made me feel even less of a person then before and not wanting to
even go on living. What I realized after reading your article is that Spirit has been trying to get the message to me which I have refused to see. I
need to depend on my own self talents and gifts to create a life full of money abundance and happiness.
I am going to let go of the "Kung-fu Death Grip" to pay my mortgage and concentrate on doing work from my heart that will bring me joy and the
funds I need to take care of my financial obligations. Maybe it's time for me to be in a different location and not here anymore. It's not the worst
thing that could happen to lose my house, but my soul is torn up and has lots of holes in it. I'm having a difficult time recovering.
So, thank you again and great, good fortune in your life!
I have been enjoying your website tremendously. I was drawn to you from your article in Planetlightworker.com, "Facing the Fear of Being in
Debt", and subsequently the article on fear of success. How well I can identify with your insights!
My question is: What exactly is "multidimensionality"? A short explanation and/or references will be much appreciated.
Thanks in advance,
Multidimensionality is the state of consciousness where we understand and can live with more than on reality at a time. In other words we can
juggle multiple realities in our minds at once and see how they all fit into a "bigger picture." It is wonderful, it is challenging too. I wrote several
articles about my experiences with this consciousness. You will find them in our Articles Area.
Good Morning Jelaila,
Once in a while someone forwards one of your articles to me. I just wanted to share with you that I think they are quite good and that using
your own life as open example is warm, inviting, and very real.
Warm wishes for the new year and for all of your endeavors. I had heard some time ago that you were ill. I hope all is well now.
I hope you, Jonathan and your family had a wonderful and peaceful holiday!!
I just wanted to write you a little note. I was reading some of your articles starting with the one on Planet Lightworker this month (I went on
to check if my article was up this month and I found yours too). And then I went to your web page to check your calendar to see about the
workshop you will be doing at our center Wings of Light and I ended up going from one article to another....lol!!
They are all wonderful. I really needed that, I tell you, whew what a time it has been for me since July. It started right before I went on the
Healing Retreat to Hawaii with Doreen Virtue. It has been very challenging, and as I was reading your articles boy did it all feel familure..
.....lol!! It was nice to hear it from you, because there have been moments lately I wanted to throw in the towl. I have been going back
and forth with my guides too telling them, that's it, I have been working my butt off for the last 5 years and this is where I am at.........ahhhhhhh
!! LOL, then I laugh atmyself........after my tantrums of course!! But I am starting to understand it all more now too!! And I feel a lot of it is
great preparation for what is to come this year!! I was feeling it today!! So it was very helpful and a great reminder as I went through all of your
articles!! You do a wonderful job of sharing yourself and your experiences with everyone, and I think that is soooooo helpful. I
appreciate you being so open and honest with us all, that is what makes your work even more awesome!! I am very excited to meet you in person and for your workshop in May!!
Thank you for being such a beautiful, love radiating Lightworker!!!
Many blessings of Love, Peace and Miracles to you and your family
About once a month I drop by for update. I have been asking at my altar for guidance as to why I am on this endless feast/famine cycle.
Right now its rather severe famine. I have been asking this question for several months and getting various insights. Trying to integrate the
insights and find a structure to lead myself out of the maze has been a trial! This Full Moon I lit a white candle for clarity and today...here's your article, Facing the Fear of Being in Debt. Is that a quick response
from ONENESS or what??
I am copying it so as to read just before going to sleep. I need to make sure I "got it" on all levels. (wink wink).
Sylvia, A Pagan Woman
Hello again Jelaila..!
Having just read your recent article 'Facing the Fear of being in Debt'...I felt that I had to write to you and say a very big thank you, and, how true it is...!!
I have, during my lifetime seem to have been in and out of debt too......but my worst debt was when I did not have enough money to pay the
Inland Revenue....(I hear you laughing.!!!)...it was an extremely worrying time for me then ....back in l994.....when deep recession hit this country
....and I am not the sort of person that keeps
money for a 'rainy day'....I could not keep up the payments on my mortgage then, either......but somehow, I got through without loosing
my house......(but I was quite prepared to move....no problem.."!!)...I am now in a totally different 'position' ....quite the opposite, .......but
something did happen the other day that made me really think.
For the first time EVER in my life, someone came in the middle of the night, and broke into my car which was parked in a quiet place on my
home grounds.......but it was what they stole that I really couldn't work out.......they took my mobile phone, my radio/cassette...(I must admit, I
really loved that).....several other things and a spotlight from the front of the car......someone said that they were after 'spare parts' for a
similar car......but who knows? Maybe that was one little lesson I had to learn.......what it feels like to be robbed and something you really love,
taken away........now I know...!!! Never stops, does it??!!
Funny you should be sending this to me (facing the fear of being in debt).. my business is very slow right now, so I have been getting back out
there looking for work. I have been out of a job since May..as you can imagine I am now at the end of my tether, had the yelling session at my
guides..then the tears. Now I am back at peace with them and know and trust that the right scenario is being brewed up for me. I just have to be a bit more patient.
In the meantime I have to deal with bank managers and all the other debtors. I do not have a problem with them as I created the debt...in all
honesty I dont get on with bank manager!! but the others are pretty cool..but my debts are piled high right now. I have found myself going back
to all my old teachings...affirmations, working with the Angel of Abundance, meditating--all the stuff I thought I had moved on from. But
no, the universe has overheard me recently saying, “I dont need all that stuff anymore” and grabbed me firmly by the seat of my pants and made
me have a good look at learning how to be humble again!!
Anyway, recently i have also re-read all the money articles you have on your site and then you send me this one..good timing, thanks heaps..I
need all the help I can get right now. Aint life fun!!
Thanks again..yours humbly (lol)
Mel in Sydney:-)
Thank you so much for the Fear of Being in Debt article. I cannot even begin to describe the space I was in starting this day off and then I read
your email. In the last 10 months, my life partner and I have been slowly going down the preverbal toilet financially... and emotionally. I think
these two aspects of my life are actually working in harmony to either create change or dissolution of our 8 year relationship. I have been
struggling with the fact that I may in fact have to declare bankruptcy and then I will need to end this relationship. I can no longer afford to
pay our utility bills or grocery bills. I have maxed out two credit cards trying to back-door the system.
I have hit every road block that you can possibly think of and I now realize that my higher self has been pushing me to call it quits and to move on so that I can bring in the next level of my growth.
However, I too have been very wrapped up with the stigma of what "society" will think of me when I declare bankruptcy and that I will lose
my long standing relationship and everything material that I have spent the last 3 years creating. Your article has helped me tremendously. You
have reminded me that it doesn't matter what society thinks, just what I think and what I do for my greatest and highest good.
You have really touched my heart, and as I sit here writing this with a tear in my eye, I know that all is not lost, that I am not a failure and that
this is just part of being in this dimension's learning process. I am still and will always be a co-creator with Spirit and not just a victim of
circumstance. I know now that the bigger picture will show itself to me soon enough, I think after reading this article, I just may have the
strength and resolve to get through all of this with my head held high and my self-esteem and higher self in tact.
Thanks again, may spirit continue to bless you in all of your endeavors!!!
Yours in Love and Light,
Comments on Facing the Fear of Success
What a great article, Jelaila!
A friend of mine just passed along your article and related links to help me overcome my fear of success.
Your article made so much sense! Thank you so much for printing it for all of us to see. I feel so empowered knowing what is happening and how
to understand why a person would self-destruct just at a point in time when things were beginning to go right. I am a new business owner, just
5 months in to getting things off the ground, and found myself blocked by everything. This makes so much sense! Truly an "aha" moment. Thank you again!
You have just been speaking to me about me....the Inner Child, the Money issues, etc. Yes, it was a 'noche oscura del alma' for me and my
husband, especially about money and success. We are imparters of the Teachings and we also have a factory to express and send out beauty
through our products. So why don't we have enough sales, enough participants in the centre's spiritual work...why are we neck deep in debt
...and the situation looks as if we will be in the streets by next month? Thank you for reminding me of the Inner child and the fears of success
and of the shame and humiliation of debts. I am working at it now.
I am very connected to Sanat Kumara...but no direct communication as I know it.
In thankfulness and joy,
Just a quick note to tell you I so enjoyed your article on Facing the Fear of Success. It is something I have faced for many years and could not
quite get a handle on it. Your article really brought the whole issue "down to earth" and grounded my experience in reality with tools for moving
through it. I shall put it into practice. Thanks so much for writing it.
I give workshops using the visual arts as catalyst for self-discovery and promotion of personal growth. Lots of issues like this come up during the
workshops, so I have forwarded the link to a few workshop participants, who have become like sisters.
I will also keep your website address handy and keep checking back.
Love and light,
My name is Gabriela and I was born in Argentina, but right now I'm living in Geneva Switzerland since last year. I read your article about debts a
couple of days ago because I'm receiving mails from RedLuz...What you described was exactly what I've always felt, you really helped me a lot to
understand concrete things, I suddenly think differently about money and the way to administrate, it's not a burden anymore, it's a responsibility I
want and I will handle all right.. But incredibly, as I'm overweighed too (not terribly but...) I was thinking this morning if there could be any link
or relation between the lack of control in money as in food. And a few minutes ago I saw your homepage and the newest article is about weight
, I didn't read it yet although I know it is an answer to my question and it will enlighten me.
So thank you from my heart,
Thank you for another excellent article full of brilliant insights! I really enjoy your practical advice - kind of "Jelaila's Golden Way of How to Handle Life" :))
May 2002 bring you all the blessings you deserve - throughout the whole range from 3D to xD :)
Hugs and thanks from Germany,